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pseudo​-​progressive post​-​futch trans​-​lesbian proto​-​dyke future queerwave enby memo revivalcore

by deathgender

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1.
My scattered Mind can't seem to find the words to describe how I feel around you but even on my stormiest days I find shelter in your arms and your hazy grey eyes And even though I tend to forget I can't get the way that you smile and run your hand through my hair out of my head I wish I could write a song half as beautiful as you They say that patience is key but I know I can never wait to be with you and feel the warmth of your lips on mine I feel safe with you. I feel safe with you your smallest smile and lightest touch the way you look at me have me longing for more Your soothing voice fills me with warmth and i fall in love with you over and over again when the slip of the tongue plants doubt between cherry blossoms and for-get-me-nots and impatiens tears me apart You will grab hold of my hand and even the smallest doubtful thought like grains of sand won't find its way through our interlocked hands And then right on cue another smile another dinosaur kiss
2.
Here we go again I'm back at square one My thoughts keep circilng back to you Yet you just stay silent What do you want me to do? What do you want me to- Miscommunication tore through our relation and though I've missed you I will try to pull through Our seperation With no confrontation Made me realize How I idolized you Miscommunication tore through our relation and though I've missed you I will try to pull through Our seperation With no confrontation Made me realize How I idolized you Months have passed in between They say time heals all wounds but I have to come clean So let's do something different next time
3.
Everything's been changing recently except my room is still a mess and I'm still full of regrets So what is new? I'm sorry that I haven't been around so much it's just that everything moves fast and I just can't keep up It's okay I'm sure that we will get back in touch There's nothing you can do I'll just have to outlast Anxiety always gets the best of me anticipating calamity In endless repetition Compulsively I'm sorry that I haven't been around so much it's just that everything moves fast and I just can't keep up It's okay I'm sure that we will get back in touch There's nothing you can do I just need a break Mental health deteriorates when trauma outweighs Mechanisms I've learned to cope, and pulls me down with memories I wish hadn't returned Everything happens so much Breaking Boundaries and limits I've misjudged I've been unable to confront the weight of blame I put on myself [Duna: You are not to blame for decisions you made for your safety You are so much more and you feel like so much less We’re lost little girls, in the middle of a sand desert Waiting for the storm to arrive] i am not okay. I am not. i am not okay. I am not okay.
4.
I can feel the dark come creeping, creeping in I start to feel surroun, surroun, surrounded She reaches out her hand and she smiles at me and when she pulls me in she's all I can see and she tries her best when she's feeling sad I can't understand why she thinks she's so bad He whispers sweet things while he's holding me and he comforts me more than almost anybody and I can't stand to know he'll be so far away but despite the distance I hope you'll stay sometimes I feel trapped in a storm and I feel like it's impossibly to reform but then I look at them and I feel more strong Even when everything in my life feels like it's wrong I wish I could feel okay on my own but I'm terrified of being all alone and I think that I could be there very soon and not be so dependent on you two Sometime I can still feel, still feel, feel that dark But I'm starting to see, to see, to see, that this could work
5.
Regressive Reactionary Ideology Removed from All Reality Feminism has outgrown your Fanatic fearmongering under senseless semantic segregation of sex and gender Binary Dichtonomy Based on faux biology to hide deeply internalized badly disguised Misogyny Bigotry under the guise of radicality Targetting the most vulnerable Your genital fetishism isn't lesbian identity your manipulation is violent and predatory Binary Dichtonomy Based on faux biology to hide deeply internalized badly disguised Misogyny [Duna: All the messages I’ve received since I was a little girl That I’m worth less that I’m not a woman Yeah I know myself and you don’t know anything but bigotry and hatred Twerf scum die] Your disruption makes for deplorable distraction From all your hatred for women Reducing women to their body Is just old-school patriarchy Your denial of queer history White supremacy surpreme

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released January 8, 2018

Deathgender is:
Lilly (she/they) - Vocals
Willow (she) - Guitars, Keyboards
Jasper (Jasper) - Basses, Trumpets
Antje (she) - Drums

Songwriting and Lyrics by Willow, except Track 4 where the lyrics are by Lilly.

Additional Screaming and Lyrics by Duna Haller
dunahaller.bandcamp.com

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deathgender Berlin, Germany

Willow - Vocals, Guitars
Lilly - Vocals
Jasper - Bass, Trumpet
Antje - Drums

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